If I had dared

If I had dared to say what I really think,
Things would have been different.
If I had dared to do what I thought,
Things could have been better.

I dared not once, but twice.
But was succumbed by my fears.
For everyone who was watching
Thought I was the one whose head was not clear.

I know things could have been different if I had dared.
But with no one by my side I felt scared.

No one ever understood me,
No one knew how to love me.
And when someone did,
I tried to run away from it.

I guess, after all, I never wanted to be daring,
All I wanted, was someone who was caring.

I would have never found you,
If i would have dared.
Things in life do work out
Just believe in your Prayers.

Amen!